Неотправленные смс, человеку которого не существует. Апрель- Май 2011

Unsent messages to someone who does not exist....

Missing you so much, my darling. Wish I could hold you close, be next to you now, look at you, listen to you, touch you, caress...I am full of emotions I can't express, can't even send you this text...I still cannot realize we are together now,  need to hold you to realize, I need your sweet kisses and soft touch. Thinking about you every free minute and even when busy you are with me, in my sub-conscience. We will be so happy, of course we will, after so much struggling and waiting. I need you. Every day of my life I need you, by my side, with me...I want to help you, support in everything you do, inspire you. I want to give you strength and hug in difficult moments. I want to care for you...fall asleep and wake up with you...live my life with you, step by step, hand in hand, always.

My dearest polar bear, my treasure...you are with me, in my mind, all the time. I fall asleep thinking of you, hugging you in my mind, holding you close, all the time...I am full of happiness, bubbling like champagne...

Every day is dragging like a year. how exhausting is this waiting. In my dreams I see you constantly, run towards you to have you in my arms, kiss you, touch you....missing you so much, my darling.

Morning, my sweetheart. Are you work yet? I sent you an email yesterday and hoping to get something from you before I see you this weekend. You are in my mind, with me, all the time, when I work, travel on train, exercise. You inspire me to try for things. You inspire me to improve myself. You mean so much to me, and I am happy to have you in my life.  I only want you to be closer, hold you so tight almost to take your breath away:) I was dreaming of you this night, in my dreams I was holding you in my arms and saying I love you...